PseudoSolutions

Pseudo Solutions of the Non-Being Mind

My mind, my perceptual system, is meant to be fueled by Love. When a situation occurs, or a goal activates something in me based in fear and/or hostility, my automatic decision system kicks in and my Perception, Decisions and Behaviors are run by, fueled by, my Non-Being mind, and can only reflect the dissociated fear and/or hostility based content locked in my Carbon Based Memory. My Automatic Decision System, in these circumstances, inclines me to believe that if I could just _____ (which of the following do you do?) then I could survive.

Specific, detailed “Pseudo Solutions” as projected from my non-being Carbon Based Memory (pretending to be my mind):

If I could just figure this out – what/why/how did this happen?
To do this I gave my up Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN THINKING
Fight – winning becomes most important – if I could just beat them!
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN ATTACKING
“Forgive” them or myself or it (the situation).
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN FIXING/DOING/PLEASING
Fix (control) them or myself. (If I/they were just good/be enough)
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN PRESSURING
Find someone to “Love” (approve of) me, or someone to “Love” (that I could approve of.)
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN FAKING
Control everything and everyone.
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN CONTROLLING
Strain and struggle to make up for a Non-Being Life (“Stuff,” Validation?)
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-Human HAVING/NON-Human GETTING
Put my pain deeply enough into my brain’ image of “them” (blame).
If I could just gather enough power over “them” to convince them that THEY are the problem in my life.
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN BLAMING
Take the easy way, stay on autopilot and do the behaviors of the past.
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN SUFFERING/VICTIM
Be Right, Never suspect self, Prove I’m not responsible.
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN CONVINCING
Obfuscate, distract, confuse, switch issues and, “You did it too!”
To do this I gave my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN CONFUSING
Leave / Escape / Pretend I’m not ______ (angry, afraid) / Get rid of “them!”
To do this I gave up my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN ESCAPING/LEAVING
Hostility, or another drug. If I can anaesthetize myself deeply enough I will not have to feel what is
inside of me. Number one drug is business (prison example)
To do this I gave up my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN ADDICTED
Give up. It is hopeless! I am guilty, I might as well accept it, there is nothing I can do.
To do this I gave up my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN HOPELESSNESS
I know better than they do.
To do this I gave up my Human Life, Love, to become a NON-HUMAN KNOW IT ALL