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The Book: Why Is This Happening To Me…AGAIN?! Free to Read!

A unique, original synthesis of science, psychology and theology.

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WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME . . . AGAIN?! is a unique, original synthesis of science, psychology and theology, rich with insights from the ancient Aramaic language and culture. The book is now available online! You may print directly to your printer or cut and paste to a word processor for non-commercial use. While the graphics illustrations are not included, the whole of the text is available.

REWRITING “WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME … AGAIN?!” to include more of the Aramaic references and many of the new ideas learned since the original book was written in 1995. We hope to have it ready to print soon.

NEW BOOK from dr. michael ryce. I’m well underway on my new book, however, it is probably a year away…maybe more …The End Of Suffering – Resurrecting The Original Aramaic Y’Shua.

Use the players below to listen to the first two chapters.

Chapter 1: “THE END OF SUFFERING” – 44 Minutes (2.6 MB)

Chapter 2: “THE CORE PROBLEM, BEING WAXED GROSS” – 28 Minutes (1.6 MB)

“WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME … AGAIN?!” Now in 9 Languages: Dutch, English, Farsi, French, German, Russian, Spanish, Swedish and Thai.

  • Read the complete book online in DUTCH!
  • Read the complete book online in ENGLISH Or download the book in pdf format
  • Read the complete book online in FARSI!
  • Chapter 24 is available online in FRENCH!
  • Read the complete book online in GERMAN!
  • Chapters 1 through 16 and Chapters 18 through 23 are available online in RUSSIAN!
  • Read the complete book online in SPANISH!
  • NEW! Read the complete book online in SWEDISH! (previously just available in hard back print)
  • The 7-step and 12-step Reality Management Worksheets and an article on Rakhma & Khooba Love (pulled from FAQ are now available online in THAI!

Order your copy online or contact your local bookstore for the printed version (in English and Swedish only). The techniques taught in this book are easy to grasp and assimilate — and they work! The dialogue between michael and the troubled Richard is fast paced and enlightening. You will be gripped by the way Richard unravels the blocks that keep him from receiving the Love for which he yearns, and rebuilds his understanding of life and relationships. The deep, heartfelt learning that happens for Richard becomes available to the reader through the insights and the wisdom he gains.

The latest, unreleased version of michael’s book, Why Is This Happening To Me . . . AGAIN?! is now available on 5 CDs with a FREE MP3! Read by michael and actor Graeme Gibson.

This unusually intimate conversation between two men, covers topics equally illuminating for both sexes and includes:

If you would be interested in translating the book in your language,
Please contact dr. michael ryce


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  1. I would say the book is a great read for anyone searching Truth. It’s at least a very helpful accessory to anyone’s library. I really like how it’s pointed out that the Aramaic understanding of forgiveness involves looking within. And I would even say this is when Heaven on earth can be found.

    I have found Roy Masters has been able to articulate these things with a depth that is just amazing. I believe he followed your work to some extent. He’s right, the Aramaic brings out life in Scripture that more known translations just don’t shake a stick at. Roy is now past but leaves behind plenty to seek out. There is even a skype meet that a gentlemen has been kind enough to allow some of the followers to use. I’d like to openly invite you and your team and friends to chat. I’d love to exchange ideas and connect people together. There is a monthly meet, details can be found here: There is the main US site but the UK side holds the meet.

    Shawn and Kayla

    1. Hi Shawn and Kayla,

      I am including michael in this response. Yes michael knew Roy Masters. AND we will join the next Skype meeting. I went to the link and this Sunday at 3PM Eastern (8PM UK) is the next meeting. We look forward to joining the group. Thank you for your comments on the Why Again book and for letting us know about this group.

      Just FYI on our website you will find two videos – one to assist in navigating the whyagain site and one to assist with the Forgiveness app (FREE download from Google or Apple: HeartLand Aramaic Forgiveness). The “start here” point with our worksheets, etc on this page.

      And we have a BlogTalk Radio Show Monday through Friday from 1:00-2:00PM Eastern time where you can call in and press 1 to talk with michael and I. We began this radio show on January 31, 2011 and are here to support anyone with their process and are open to comments and questions.

      Blessings, Jeanie & michael ryce

      The next meeting will be on Sunday 15th January 2023 8pm UK time.
      We have monthly Skype meetings which are open discussions where we share, spur each other on and raise questions regarding our inner journey to discovering our true self in so that we can find the: love, joy, kindness, patience, forgiveness, self-control, and faith that dwells inside us, in order to live our live to our full potential.
      Or just sign in as a guest sit back and listen.
      All you need to do is click on the link below to join the meeting.
      Skype will then ask you to login or join as a guest. If you have any problems with connecting then please get in touch. Looking forward to seeing you.

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