Radio Show Archive – September 2022

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September 1, 2022: The show continues an extended step-by-step exploration of the Reality Management Worksheet with Michael Teti. Ryce focuses on identifying the precise goal that drives a painful perceptual construct. He explains that every goal is workable, but when a goal resonates unresolved hostility or fear, it becomes the doorway into forgiveness. Relationships provide a major example: when another person fails to fulfill a goal, old pain may be projected into the brain’s image of that person, turning what began as attraction and cooperation into blame and conflict. Ryce describes this through the “matching bags of garbage” model and emphasizes replacing blame with responsibility and cooperative healing. He also explains that a single circumstance may lead to many worksheets because different goals can activate different layers of unconscious and generational material. The show closes by preparing for the next worksheet step — bringing conscious, active, present Love forward before canceling the goal so that whatever is uncovered can be met in Love.

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September 2, 2022: Lisa describes a striking experience during a Vipassana retreat in which a violent thought was immediately accompanied by intense physical sensations. She interprets this as direct evidence of the relationship between thought and physiology, while Ryce connects it with his teaching that “mind energy became flesh” and with the idea that perception and physiology are inseparable. Lisa also recognizes a remaining identification with victimhood and describes sharing first-century Aramaic concepts with younger women at the retreat, particularly the possibility that what they believe another person is doing may actually be generated through perception. The show then returns to the worksheet process. Ryce explains that the goal identified earlier is brought into Step 5, Love is held conscious, active, and present, and the goal is canceled. The collapse of that perceptual construct is described as opening access to the underlying unconscious material, while Rukha d’Qudsha is then invited to support the deeper processing. Claims concerning neuropeptides, cellular chemistry, mind energy, and physiological effects reflect Ryce’s historical teaching framework rather than independently established medical conclusions.

Additional Notes:

MindShifter:  “It is easy for me to take on the anger of all my generations dissolving that ball of energy and pooping it out,”  And soften and loose and let it go.

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September 5, 2022: Ryce and Jeanie discuss the film Three Thousand Years of Longing as a powerful illustration of desire, goals, control, and the difference between “human doing” and Human Being. Ryce sees the story as depicting people driven for centuries by “I want” until one character releases control and functions from Love rather than demanding fulfillment of desire. He connects this with the worksheet teaching that intentions become goals, goals drive perception, and perception can be organized through either Love or hostility and fear. Rakhma is described as the inner condition through which Love-based intentions are allowed forward. Step 5 becomes the pivotal movement: once the active goal is identified and canceled, the perception constructed from past Carbon-Based Memory collapses, exposing the unconscious material underneath. Ryce describes this as opening the “veil of the temple,” allowing what was hidden to emerge in conscious, active, present Love where forgiveness can occur.

Additional Notes:

Genesis 34 story of Shechem son of Hamor the Hivite the prince of the region, saw Dinah, the daughter Leah had borne to Jacob (his name was later changed to Israel), he took her and lay with her by force but then wanted her as wife. The whole tribe of Shechem became circumcised in order to merge their people. Three days later, while they were still in pain, two of Jacob’s sons (Dinah’s brothers Simeon and Levi) took their swords, went into the unsuspecting city, and slaughtered every male. They killed Hamor and his son Shechem with their swords, took Dinah out of Shechem’s house, and went away. Jacob’s other sons came upon the slaughter and looted the city, because their sister had been defiled. They took their flocks and herds and donkeys, and everything else in the city or in the field. They carried off all their possessions and women and children, and they plundered everything in their houses. When Jacob was dying, Simeon and Levi lose firstborn status because of their violence against Shechem tribe.  It was passed to Judah (who was the line of Y’Shua).

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September 6, 2022: A listener asks whether multiple memories of uncontrolled anger require separate worksheets and whether the work should focus on anger or fear. Ryce answers by describing anger as an internally generated anesthetic used to cover deeper pain, often fear, and connects increasing stress with activation of the Power Person Dynamic. He explains that a person may need many worksheets because hostility, fear, different people, different goals, and different Power Persons can each reveal separate layers. Under ordinary stress, people tend to use survival behaviors learned around a Power Person; under extreme stress they may reproduce what the Power Person did to them that they once hated. Forgiveness therefore involves identifying the goal driving the present perception, canceling it, and then working through the deeper hostility, fear, hurt, and inherited thought disorders that become accessible. The discussion repeatedly emphasizes listening carefully to what emerges rather than trying to force one correct explanation.

Additional Notes:

michael explains the Power Person dynamic (see this https://whyagain.org/power-person-dynamics/)

Diagnosis – diad is two, agnostic is one who doesn’t know – so now you have two who don’t know. Watch what you buy into. 

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2nd hour replay of 1 hr Why Workshop

September 7, 2022: Ryce gives an extended explanation of the body-mind unit as energy in form and contrasts integrative energy with disintegrative energy. He describes thoughts, emotions, and generational patterns as participating in the ongoing formation of physiology and offers that blame hides this creative process. Denial is defined as thinking or speaking as though something outside is causing what is happening inside. That denial produces dissociation, in which the true internal cause becomes inaccessible and the mind constructs a perceptual world that makes the external person appear responsible. Ryce explains why he replaced his earlier language of “suppression” with “dissociation”: what has been dissociated is not merely hidden but functionally removed from conscious choice. Canceling the active goal collapses the perception and gives access to that hidden material. Rukha d’Qudsha is then described as the feminine elemental force that undoes the effects of errors and teaches Truth. The Law of Resonance is also developed to explain why similar situations and people repeatedly appear to activate unresolved material.

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September 8, 2022: Ryce and Jeanie announce the Hear My Voice book club, a StillPoint Breathing event, and plans for a substantially revised version of Why Is This Happening to Me Again? The show then returns to the worksheet and reviews the sequence already covered: Step 1 identifies the painful circumstance, Step 2 establishes willingness, Step 3 identifies the active goal, Step 4 brings Love consciously present, and Step 5A cancels the goal. Ryce describes the goal as the driver of perception and explains that canceling it allows the painful construct to collapse “into its own footprint,” opening direct access to denied and dissociated Carbon-Based Memory. Jeanie and Ryce use Aria’s insistence that she was not tired while assigning tiredness to her imaginary character Sean as a playful example of projection. The larger teaching is that projection allows people to place internally generated experience onto someone or something else rather than recognize its source within themselves.

Additional Notes:

See the Lord’s Prayer (Aramaic) on our site https://whyagain.org/the-lord-s-prayer/ and watch video of this lesson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UryDQSqPYEc

Movie: Three Thousand Years of Longing – powerful message unfolds

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September 9, 2022: The detailed worksheet series reaches its closing stages. Ryce reviews the importance of phrasing goals in terms of the constructive result desired rather than what is being resisted. Michael Teti’s original goal that George “not mess up the view” is reformulated as the constructive goal that George maintain the beauty. Ryce explains that attention directed toward what is unwanted continues activating the mental frequencies associated with that unwanted outcome. The worksheet then moves through canceling the goal, inviting Rukha d’Qudsha into the process, observing what memories and feelings emerge, recommitting to Love, and doing a “mass canceling” of similar goals held toward other people across one’s life. Ryce stresses writing down even fleeting memories after the goal collapses because they may reveal the next piece of unconscious material available for healing. Jeanie later edits the multi-day exchange into approximately eight hours of instructional material for the website.

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NO SHOWS ON WEEK-ENDS.  SEE YOU MONDAY. 

We remember 9/11/2001

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September 12, 2022: With the Michael Teti worksheet series completed, Ryce and Jeanie announce that the approximately eight hours of instruction from August 18 through September 9 are available as special instructional MP3s. They also discuss the HeartLand Aramaic Forgiveness app, Hear My Voice book club, and the possibility of a 20-week online teacher training. A listener asks about chronic stomach pain accompanied by anger, sadness, powerlessness, hopelessness, fear, and guilt but without a clear memory of the original cause. Ryce advises against trying to solve the problem by searching memory intellectually. Instead, he suggests using the present moment: notice when the physiological pain is resonated, identify the person or situation involved, determine the active goal, and work the forgiveness process from there. Each emotional state may require its own worksheet because each may be linked to a different goal and deeper layer. Jeanie notes a possible connection between the stomach pain and relationship experiences involving feelings of inadequacy and powerlessness. Medical interpretations are presented as part of the historical discussion and not as medical diagnosis or treatment.

Additional Notes:

The 9 radio shows (August 18, 19, 30, 31, September 1, 2, 5, 8, 9) where caller Michael, from HeartLand, went through the worksheet process in great detail have been edited and are now listed on the Special MP3 page https://whyagain.org/mp3-instructions-on-worksheet/

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September 13, 2022: Susan asks how to respond to her grandson Charlie’s question, “Why should I believe in God when Arnov died?” after a classmate died of bone cancer. Ryce separates God from the idea that God personally causes every painful event, comparing divine guidance with a GPS that continually offers the best route while Human Beings retain choice. The conversation expands into creation, goals, and the difficulty people have imagining what they actually want because culture trains attention toward what is feared or resisted. Ryce uses the image of “immaculate conception” as a metaphor for a receptive mind cleansed of past interference so that a constructive intention can be conceived clearly and brought into form. Satana is described in his Aramaic framework as resistance or the resistor rather than a supernatural figure. The discussion also revisits his Holocaust Museum forgiveness workshop, where participants worked with fear, generational trauma, “never again,” and forgiveness as removal rather than continued energetic resistance to what is feared.

Additional Notes:

Generational impact of hate and guilt, degrading of the genes. Jeanie added freewill comes into play.  GPS system.  Look back on Sept 5th Genesis study, the Jewish nation started in violence and the consequences reflect on Israel repeatedly, it is not the asking of the current Jews but it is in their genes.michael referenced speaking at a Holocaust Museum to a group of Jews and presenting that the results of behaviors repeat until forgiven.  https://www.theguardian.com/science/2015/aug/21/study-of-holocaust-survivors-finds-trauma-passed-on-to-childrens-genes

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September 14, 2022: Ryce develops the mind as an evidential device that selectively allows information according to goals, beliefs, and existing internal structures. He uses laboratory examples and familiar perceptual demonstrations to illustrate how information can be filtered out when it does not fit what the mind is organized to see. This becomes the foundation for examining victimhood, denial, dissociation, projection, and externalization. When something outside is treated as the cause of an internal state, the true internal process is hidden and old material becomes projected into the brain’s image of another person. Forgiveness, in contrast, turns attention toward the internal source and removes the hostility and fear distorting perception. Ryce again distinguishes pardoning—letting another person off the hook—from forgiveness, which changes the internal reality structure. He describes the widespread “religion of blame” as a major obstacle to recognizing personal creative responsibility.

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2nd hour is pre-recorded “Aramaicisms” Part 4 that was missed back on August 25th during the week series.

September 15, 2022: The broadcast presents the fourth portion of the Aramaicisms material, centered on Rukha d’Qudsha and the meaning lost when Aramaic Breath was separated into later concepts of “breath” and “spirit.” Rukha is described as a feminine elemental force and as the lived experience of being Breathed rather than merely the movement of air. Ryce and Dale Allen Hoffman connect this with Y’Shua’s conversation with Nicodemus, interpreting the image of wind as an attempt to describe an elemental force known through its effects. Rukha d’Qudsha becomes a kind of “super-processor” that can be consciously invited into activity to undo accumulated errors. The teaching reframes the supposed “unforgivable sin” against the Holy Spirit: rather than an eternally punishable offense, denial of this inner Breath power leaves a person attempting to process extensive Carbon-Based Memory without the larger capacity available through Rukha. The session also connects Breath with opening the “veil of the temple,” accessing dissociated generational material, and allowing what has been hidden to become available for forgiveness.

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Our newest granddaughter Kaylee Jo Luna Ryce arrived at 11:20AM Central Time (Michael Jay and Jami Ryce daughter)

September 16, 2022: Ryce and Jeanie celebrate the birth of their granddaughter Kaylee Jo Luna and connect the arrival of a newborn with the larger motivation for making the work available to future generations. Susan then asks for clarification about Nicodemus and the Aramaicisms material. Ryce portrays Nicodemus as caught in Carbon-Based Memory and trying to intellectually “figure out” something that requires a shift of source. Y’Shua’s invitation is understood as turning attention away from the replicating past-based mind and toward Breath, with forgiveness weakening the patterns that keep consciousness locked into old perceptual pictures. The First Beatitude is discussed as making one’s Home in the eternal forces from God rather than being “poor in spirit.” The conversation also explores the Beatitudes and Lord’s Prayer as sets of instructions rather than material intended merely for repetition, and Ryce encourages listeners to work directly with Aramaic word meanings. The show closes with reflections on newborns, Being, body memory, willingness, and the gradual release of stored trauma.

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September 20, 2022: Ryce gives an extended teaching on the mind as an evidential device. He describes perception as an extremely limited selection from a vastly larger field of available information and says beliefs determine what evidence the mind permits into awareness. Hostility and fear signal, in his framework, that the mind is using compromised or “corrupt” data from the past to manufacture a picture of the present. This produces denial, projection, blame, and repetitive relationship conflict. True first-century Aramaic forgiveness removes the internal realities being projected outward rather than pardoning another person. Patrick then describes a workplace situation that resonates unresolved military trauma involving top-down decisions and the sense that people were treated as expendable. The show illustrates how a present circumstance can activate old unresolved material and become an opportunity for deeper forgiveness. Susan later discusses grief and fear concerning Luke returning home, and Ryce supports her in holding the constructive goal that he heal while releasing attachment to how that outcome must occur.

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2nd hour prerecorded “Why Is This Happening To Me …  Again” book hour 1

September 21, 2022: The broadcast features an extended reading from the opening material of Why Is This Happening to Me Again? Ryce emphasizes that the work is a synthesis drawn from many teachers and traditions rather than something he claims to have invented. The book invites readers who repeatedly encounter conflict, failed attempts to change others, victimhood, and recurring patterns to learn practical tools for changing the mind’s internal structure. “Building brain cells” is explained in the text as storing new information that allows previously unavailable understanding to develop, with repeated exposure eventually producing an “aha” in which pieces fall together. Readers are encouraged to write in the book, question it, react to it, use the worksheets, and treat discomfort as potential material for healing rather than simply consuming ideas intellectually. The reading then introduces Richard, a composite character whose broken relationships, blame, anger, fear, and geographic attempts to escape his problems become the vehicle for explaining responsibility, perception, and inner work.

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2nd hour prerecorded “Why Is This Happening To Me …  Again” book hour 2

September 22, 2022: The reading from Why Is This Happening to Me Again? continues with the distinction between reality and actuality. Ryce uses simple visual examples to show that the external framework may be the same while different observers project entirely different meanings from their stored pasts. Projection is described as using triggered internal material to construct a reality, while externalization is the belief that this internally generated image exists outside and causes the person’s feelings. Richard begins recognizing how childhood experiences, especially his relationship with his mother, contributed to controlling behavior and a sense of being attacked or destroyed. Ryce emphasizes responsibility for adopting and repeating a pattern without using responsibility as another form of blame. True forgiveness changes the internal reality about the past rather than changing the past itself. The Reality Management Worksheet is introduced as a practical method for deliberately doing what spontaneous forgiveness sometimes accomplishes accidentally: surfacing and releasing the unconscious patterns that drive perception, pain, and repetitive behavior. The show’s medical and physiological claims about pain, drugs, tissue, and disease reflect the historical framework of the book rather than established medical guidance.

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September 23, 2022: Ryce and Jeanie discuss the six-hour audio version of Why Is This Happening to Me Again?, recorded years earlier with Graham Gibson playing Richard while Ryce reads his own part. Ryce explains that Gibson, a computer specialist and actor, became deeply immersed in Richard’s character during the recording, making the project part of his own inner work. Susan then raises questions about cholesterol, statins, hormones, diet, coconut oil, and an upcoming pacemaker procedure. The health discussion reflects the participants’ historical naturopathic perspective and should not be treated as current medical guidance. The deeper teaching turns back to forgiveness. Ryce explains that returning the mind to “the moment at which the error occurred” is not primarily a memory exercise. Canceling the active goal collapses the current perceptual structure and can expose the unconscious energetic root beneath it. He says this is why a person may complete a worksheet and suddenly wonder why the triggering situation ever seemed so upsetting: the deeper material, rather than merely the surface story, has been processed. He connects this with increasing vitality, which allows progressively deeper personal and generational material to become accessible for healing.

“Our greatest responsibility is to be good ancestors.” – Jonas Salk

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September 26, 2022: Susan discusses Luke’s possible use of professionally facilitated psychedelic therapy for addiction and asks again about cholesterol and statin medication before an upcoming cardiac procedure. Ryce distinguishes supervised therapeutic use from unsupervised experimentation and speculates that some psychedelics may temporarily disrupt normal perceptual construction, potentially making underlying trauma more directly accessible when strong support and active Love are present. These comments, along with the medication discussion, reflect the historical views expressed on the broadcast rather than medical advice. Joe then recounts a dramatic experience during a 2020 intensive in which longstanding back pain shifted while he was listening to the teaching. Ryce interprets this through the model of perception collapsing, hidden material surfacing, and disintegrative energy being exposed to active Love. The discussion develops into surrender, Truth, willingness, and relationship as a shared field in which either person may support healing by maintaining Love. Dusty closes with surfing as a metaphor: instead of commanding the wave, one becomes a student of it, learns its movement, surrenders control, and becomes one with it. Ryce connects this directly with Breath and his own decades of learning the work.

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2nd hour prerecorded “Why Is This Happening To Me …  Again” book hour 3

September 27, 2022: The program continues the recorded reading of Why Is This Happening to Me Again? Richard recognizes how easily he moves back and forth between new understanding and his old patterns of hostility, cynicism, and blame. Ryce introduces an alternative to repeatedly saying “I’m sorry”: apologize for the behavior and state the constructive action one intends to take next time, such as breathing and taking responsibility rather than attacking. Processing is defined as maintaining Love conscious, active, and present when something less than Love surfaces. Breath is presented as the switch that either locks painful experience into the system or allows old patterns to move. Richard’s irritation at being reminded to breathe leads back to childhood experiences of being labeled a sinner, revealing how present triggers can activate forgotten pain and then be projected onto another person. The reading develops Aramaic “sin” as off-the-mark, disintegrative energy and offers that fear, guilt, anger, condemnation, and similar states injure the person generating them before they affect anyone else. It also challenges religious and cultural systems that use fear and abuse as motivators, urging practical spiritual experience and forgiveness rather than fear-based doctrine. Medical and physiological claims in this historical reading represent Ryce’s framework rather than established medical conclusions.

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September 28, 2022: After noting that the previous day’s broadcast featured another hour of the Why Is This Happening to Me Again? audio, Ryce discusses rewriting the book and his larger intention to make the entire body of work permanently available online and in as many languages as possible. The teaching then focuses on feedback, Truth, blame, and victimhood. Ryce calls blame and victimhood a kind of universal “one-world religion,” saying that when another person repeatedly gives us feedback, the useful response is to examine whether some part of it contains Truth rather than automatically defend against it. Responsibility is distinguished from being bad, wrong, guilty, or deserving punishment; it simply identifies the next opportunity for healing. Julie then works through fear, parental control, people-pleasing, and concern for survival. Ryce reminds her that Being Love in the presence of what surfaces is different from “loving” it as an action. Breath helps her step back and become “the thinker apart from the thoughts, the feeler apart from the feelings, and the actor apart from the actions.” The show ties these ideas back to the Power Person Dynamic, projection, David Bohm’s observation that much apparent thinking is merely rearranged prejudice, and the importance of guidance and support in undoing deeply conditioned patterns.

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2nd hour prerecorded “Why Is This Happening To Me …  Again” book hour 4 (we request your prayers for Arya)

September 29, 2022: Another extended reading from Why Is This Happening to Me Again? examines violence at personal, family, cultural, institutional, and global levels. Ryce offers that behaviors normalized within a culture can remain destructive even when society considers them reasonable, comparing family hostility, sarcasm, punishment, war, and institutional aggression with earlier cultures that normalized practices now recognized as abusive. Small violences in thought, word, attitude, and action are described as tributaries feeding larger social violence. The Law of Resonance is then explained through tuning forks and the “file folder effect”: words, symbols, and experiences activate matching stored information, often producing automatic responses mistaken for conscious thought. The teaching moves toward Love as the condition that restores genuine intelligence, defined as flexibility and capacity for choice. Decisions made in fear, anger, or hostility are described as reactions driven by past resonance rather than free choices. Ryce stresses that he does not want listeners simply to adopt another belief system; the objective is to use the tools and directly experience Love, which he describes as what remains when distorted internal realities are removed through forgiveness.

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September 30, 2022: The month closes amid Hurricane Ian, concern for people affected by the storm, and relief that Aria is recovering after a fever over 105 degrees and a diagnosis of pneumonia. Jeanie reviews the Personal Code Evaluation, which examines ten areas and provides assignments for developing new patterns. Susan reports that Luke has returned home from college, obtained a job, and is attempting sobriety, while concern remains about Jacob. The conversation then broadens into environmental conditions, air and water quality, responsibility, and the need to take practical action while also examining the meanings and fears the mind attaches to events. Participants emphasize that responsibility does not mean passivity: one can correct perception internally while taking constructive external action. Celinda builds on the metaphor of relationships as mirrors, saying that when she listens beneath resistance she often finds at least some Truth in another person’s point of view. She also questions the Western association of darkness with evil and reframes darkness as potentially restorative or receptive rather than automatically destructive. The larger closing theme is discernment—separating Truth from projection, listening beneath resistance, using Rukha and Breath, and allowing external events to reveal internal material that is ready for healing. Environmental, medical, and climate-related claims made during the broadcast are preserved here as participants’ historical assertions rather than independently verified conclusions.

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